It's there. It's always there. The feeling of butterfly buzzing around in my stomach everytime you speak of my name. The fuzzy feeling in my heart everytime you laugh at my jokes. I would never be bored when you were around. It's like finally a hole in my hearts seems to fill itself. Oh how wrong i am. I misread everything. I misread your kindness as a form of attraction. It seem that the fuzzy feelings, the butterfly fluttering about is just a temporary illusion. My defence mechanism against my selfmade loneliness. Oh, how naive.to think that i get to find love. I don't deserved to be loved by someone. Or am i?
Dreamer,Artist,JJBA enthusiast